Being a mother is one of the hardest and most rewarding things ever. One moment my girls are hugging and the next pulling hair. Some days are full of giggling, others whining, but most days are a little (or a lot) of both. I pray that I'm the mother Kaylee and Naomi need and I back that praying up with trying my best. Some days I lose it and others I'm so proud I held it together. Either way at the end of the day no matter what that day held their hugs, kisses, smiles, and conversations bring me joy unexplainable!
There are moments they bring tears of joy to my eyes like above and then in times like below my tears are for other reasons.
I love watching my girls play and love on each other and I pray they are best friends as I am best friends with my sister Jessica!
Most days instead if having awesome crafts and yummy snacks I feel my day is full of washing clothes and picking up toys. I have to stop myself and remember they won't care if the toys are picked up every night but if I read them their favorite book. They don't care if I have to run the washing machine twice because I forgot to put the clothes in, but they want time flying kites outside. Motherhood is such a wonderful balancing act and I hopefully I get better day by day.
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